Friday, April 29, 2011
As I begin my journey as a single teenage mother I often find myself so flustered. With so much going on it is hard to keep everything together, including myself. It's hard doing this on my own and I find myself angry at God sometimes and I wonder what I ever did to deserve this or why he can't make Kaydence's father be a dad. It's frustrating. I feel weak and defeated at times. But as I learn to turn the focus away from myself and more on God I find that I feel stronger and more empowered, that I CAN do this. After all this time of counting on myself and having no one to really turn to, having God by my side is refreshing. A nice wind of change..